I'm feeling horrible and hopeless.
I had a really bad nightmare last night.
Julia ran away, but this time I didn't find her. My mum stopped talking completely and my dad talked but he acted like he had no life left inside of him. I told them we have to keep searching, but they said it was no use. Julia's gone forever. I tried to get out of the cabin to search for her, but every time I opened the door to go outside, I was back inside again. I kept trying and trying.
Then later a wizard came and he was going to erase our memories. I said we'd never want to lose our memories. I yelled at him to go away. But then my mum said they invited him, and they want to forget Julia because they'll never be able to find her. I screamed that it was a lie and begged them not to do it. The wizard waved his wand and said something to my parents. They then all stared at me and laughed.
I hate that dream. It's the worst dream I've ever had.
Well...I hope you guys had a nice Christmas. Please tell me how it went for you.
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Alex, it's okay. That's not going to happen. I'm here. I'm okay. I've just been a bit down, but I feel better. Okay?
I was thinking about what Mia said. I know Rhyden, and I should have had faith in him. He's not mean like that, and he loves me. He'd never send an owl like that. Someone else must have sent it. Or he's under the Imperius curse.
Maybe? I don't know. I know you want to believe that, and I want to believe that. But sometimes people are really mean.
You don't know him like I do.
I don't know him at all. But do you know for sure he didn't write it? I hate to say that because I don't want you to be sad again. I'm sorry. Please don't hate me!!!!!
Do you think it's impossible for a guy to love me? Is that it? Just because you guys think I'm crap, doesn't mean everyone else does.
That's not true!!! Why would you even think that? You're the most important person in the world to me. I love you!!!!!
Yeah, because I'm a witch, Alex. You love your magical people and lucky you....you get your magical witch sister. Well, Rhyden loves me for ME. Even though I'm a mudblood and Hufflepuff he still loves me.
No!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why do you even think that?
I love you because you're you. And you're my sister.
Julia,
Just remember, it's a maybe. I don't know anything for sure.
Julia...s'all stupid. Men. Men're dumb. They jus...jus...don't unerstand us. Love just isn worth it. Take it from me. S'all stupid. Men're jus useless. Screw Rhyden.
N'wait. Scratch that.
Jus leave 'im alone.
SC Mather,
Your little joke made me smile a little bit, and I haven't smiled in days.
I'm really sorry though for what's happening to you and Julia. I wish it could get better.
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