28 December 1997

The Owl

Julia sent another owl to Rhyden.   I don't think I could have stopped her, and I didn't dare try.

I'm hoping she's right and that he still loves her.

I'm scared that I'm right and that her owl will make him too angry.

If I was a good sister, I probably wouldn't have told my parents.   But I'm scared a bit.   I just told my dad.   My mum would be a mess.    He thinks everything will be okay eventually.   Rhyden will ignore the owl and eventually my sister will get over him.   Maybe he's right.    I don't know.   I wish I could fast forward this part of my life and get to the place where we're happy again.

Do any of you have a spell for that?

I'm joking...sort of.

17 comments:

A Mud Blood And Proud To Be One said...

There is a Cheering Charm that makes you happy. I hope it all goes over well.

Miss Muggle Bug said...

Thanks, Proud Mudblood. And you still haven't told me about your Christmas. Please tell me how it went for you.

Mia said...

Oh Alex, I'm sorry. I feel like this is my fault. I'm the one who told her it might not be true.

Miss Muggle Bug said...

Mia,

No!!! Please please PLEASE don't think that! It's not your fault at all. I think she would have come up with the idea on her own if no one else had suggested it. Who wouldn't want to believe that? When the truth hurts, we tell ourselves lies.

Or maybe it's not a lie. You and Julia could be right. I hope you are. I mean it's not completely implausible. The whole Imperius Curse does happen. I've read about it.

SC Mather said...

I hope Julia feels better. Sadly, love is one of those games where everyone usually loses.

Miss Muggle Bug said...

SC Mather,

I don't want to believe that, but you might be right. My parents have a nice marriage. It worked out for them. But maybe that's rare.

A Mud Blood And Proud To Be One said...

My christmas was fine I found others in a bigger camp and I am staying with them. Other than that there is not mutch to say.

Miss Muggle Bug said...

Proud Mudblood,

I'm glad you found others. I hope they treat you well.

SC Mather said...

S'true Alex....

Sture 'cause one of two things happen...

Either they you stop lovin' ch'ther 'cause nothin' lasts nothn' jus...jus some people r'to far in t'stop bein with each other

*hic*

or b : you find out their not who you thought or else they aban-ab....

leave you alone. S'true. It's the cold facts.

SC Mather said...

Men jus...men jus suck. They're liars and theey don't...they don't....tell th' truth!!

I hate him! I hate him! I hate him!

He was s'psed to go with me. He wasn't sposed to be bloody switzerland. I hate him for it! I'll never ever ever ever forgive 'im. Bloody git! Stupid prick! Total Moron! I wan him outta my head! Out Out out!

S'not true though. He's it fer me. He's all'll ever love. and I hate him for it.

Miss Muggle Bug said...

SC Mather

Oh...well...I think you and Julia have me convinced. Love is pain.

You're right about Alistor. He should have chosen a side, and he should have chosen your side. He doesn't seem worth your love, but I understand that you love him anyway.

I hope you and Julia someday find someone who will be worthy of your love. See...I can't help but be somewhat optimistic. I want to believe that love sometimes works out.

I've never had a boyfriend before, so what do I know. Nothing.

Miss Muggle Bug said...

Maybe Alistor will come to his senses. Maybe Rhyden is under the Imperius curse, will come out of it, and declare his undying love for Julia. Maybe you-know-who will decide he loves Muggles and Muggle-Borns and will donate all his Galleons to orphanages around the world. Maybe he and Harry Potter will become best friends and tour the world with a musical comedy routine.

I like to imagine happy endings.

Aoife said...

Alex, Julia needs to stop sending owls immediately! She's putting you all in extreme danger! The Ministry is monitoring owls and, even if Rhyden doesn't report Julia's owls to the Ministry, the Ministry could easily intercept them and trace them to her and, therefore, your entire family. I know she wants to discern his true feelings, but sometimes you have to put your family first, and NOW is that time.

Julia, it may be hard to understand right now, but, if something bad happens to your family because of your communication with this boy, you'd never be able to forgive or live with yourself. I urge you to cease all communication with Rhyland until the YKW situation has been resolved!

SC, it sounds as if you've been sitting alone in the dark drinking too much butterbeer and listening to too many sad songs. I've been there. I feel your pain. But maybe it's time to switch to pumpkin juice and some more cheerful music.

Miss Muggle Bug said...

Aoife,

As far as I know Julia hasn't sent any out more owls. She's in her room all the time. She pretty much only comes out to use the loo. Hopefully the other one she sent won't be intercepted by the Ministry.

I hope you had a nice Christmas and New Years.

I wish I could express this in a more cheerful way, but meeting all of you guys was probably the highlight of 1997 for me. I would shout that out with joy, but I'm not feeling so great right now.

I hope 1998 is better for all of us.

A Mud Blood And Proud To Be One said...

I hope it is better for all of us. I hope the owl is not traced. Stay safe and off the radar.

SC Mather said...

Oh my...

I...wow....

I was pretty far gone last night. I apologize. It was bloody immature and I was quite the drunken lout. I feel terrible. At the very least I'm thankful my last stock of firewhiskey is now gone. Probably shouldn't have brought it in the first place....

Oy, I'm a bloody idiot, a terrible example, and I hope you know better then to listen to me Alex.

Miss Muggle Bug said...

Proud Mudblood: Thanks, me too.

SC Mather: No worries. Even though you were a bit pissed, I still think there was some truth to your words...unfortunately.

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